Welcome back to Stile Project's reader mail section, where you, loyal reader, get to share your pearls of wisdom. Just make sure to wash your hands after. If you have something to contribute, feel free to e-mail me.

Older reader mail: 25 / 26 / 27 / 28 / 29 / 30 / 31 / 32 / 33 / 34 / 35 / 36 / 37 / 38 / 39 / 40 / 41 / 42 / 43 / 44 / 45

• From: Darek
• Subject: Surfer contribution

cancer sucks: http://www.pbase.com/thpproductions/alyson

Damn. I don't know what to say to that. Cancer just ruins people's lives, and it's amazing that people can find the courage inside themselves to fight it. Most people just give up. I know I would. Getting sick at such a young age is just fucking heartbreaking. Seriously, my heart goes out to anyone who suffers from such a devastating disease. I think everyone knows at least someone who's had cancer, and it's the word that everyone dreads hearing. I bet within the next 20 years a cure will be found. Let's keep our fingers crossed.

• From: Décio
• Subject: Some weird pictures for your site

I visit your site once in a while, and I've received the pictures I'm sending attached to you. It's a guy who was subjected to a little 13.8 kV shock while trying to steal a capacitor bank from a power grid substation. Hope you like them!

volta one - volta two - volta three

• From: Kevin
• Subject: Reader Mail...hey stile, I got something for ya

I have been a loyal fan for almost a year now. I was browsing through your archives when I saw a picture of a huge piece of shit, the picture was entitled "record breaker", well you havnt seen nothing yet. During spring break 04 in Paradise Isle, Bahamas, my friend steve layed down the biggest and sweetest shit ever, check it out.

Uhhh... For some reason it just rubs me the wrong way reffering to shit as "sweet." Maybe it's just me. That is one fucking big piece of shit though, you dirty fuck.

• From: Vincent
• Subject: only in Thailand. . .

check out this pic i took while in Thailand. hehehehe and yes, they do give good ones!

• From: Zenith
• Subject: Reader Mail

I really enjoy reading other people's sexual escapades. Feel free to add this one if you like. What was really fascinating was your first time experiences feature. I wish I had one to write about but alas I am a virgin - a 22, nearly 23 year old virgin. But the worst part has been that I have never been able to properly masturbate.

I have literally never gotten myself off. Because I am so lonely I usually have wet dreams about 4 or 5 times a week. However, everytime over the YEARS I have tried masturbation it just didn't work. I tried looking a porn picutres, then movies. I tried anal stimulation + the hand work. I even bought one of those fleshlight things. I could wank away until my hand cramped up but got nothing but a chafed shaft. NOTHING fucking worked. By the time I was out of high school I had given up. All that changed last week.

Late one night I was reading some erotic fiction about a teenage girl who is forced to wear diapers as punishment. I'm getting all hard and spontaneously decide to start stroking away and using some nearby hand lotion. Not even 2 minutes of stroking and reading this admittedly mediocre story and I go off like a shotgun! I got cum on my neck and almost in my mouth. Then my whole body just starts gently trembling, my extremities get kind of numb, my breathing was deep and heavy and my temperature goes way up. It felt amazing. The good feeling went on for about 5 minutes. The closest thing I have felt to it is Nitrous Oxide.

For all my life I thought this whole masturbation thing was something that everyone could do but me. Like I'm looking at one of those stupid magic eye pictures but I can't see the sailboat. Well I have seen the sailboat. Or maybe it's like when I learned to ride a bike. One minute I just didn't get it, the next I'm wheeling around the parking lot, not a care in the world. While the hell am I telling you this anyway? I really felt like telling someone, it's cathartic and all. Well enough rambling from me. I really enjoy your site, keep up the good work.

Yeah, thanks for sharing, you faggot ass diaper slut!

• From: Dave
• Subject: dave with foot short vid

Hi this is dave with the shot foot, one month after video.

• From: Tom
• Subject: High Speed Deer Hunting

i was driving to my cottage last week ... it was pitch black out and i was going around 90... i hit a fucking deer. the inside of my car looks like a scene from resevoir dogs or pulp fiction. here are the pics:

deer one - deer two - deer three - deer four - deer five - deer six

• From: lance
• Subject: reader mailz

i use lube when i jack off, which has to be washed off afterwards, because i cannot fucking stand walking around with trace amounts of KY on my dick and hands. tonite, after i got done jacking off to internet porn, i waddled into the bathroom as usual, with my pants around my ankles. i then realized that i had to pee, which would work out well, because then i could kill time while i waited for the water to run hot (cold water on your dick is no good). the problem is, i still had a huge boner, which always makes pissing more difficult.

i started to pee, but i was having difficulty making it come out because my body was still in you-better-not-fucking-pee-right-now-or-you'll-pee-in-some-girl's-stuff mode, so i had to push it out. i pushed too hard a turd fell right out of my ass and into my pants, which were still around my ankles. i thought of you and the time we had together. love, lance.

• From: Trey
• Subject: My First Time Sex Story

Stile, i'm a graffiti artist. i was walking home from painting and i thought i might stop by and break-in to my friend's house for some of his porn(his mother was in the process of moving/abandoning him here in town, and i thought that his shit would be in the house still). so i get there and the lights are on, windows are open, and the back door is left open. i take it as a hint that someone is in there, but i peep the inside just to make sure, and i see this bitch laying on the floor. she told me later that she was staying there until my friend's mom came back from where she was moving. but anyway, i get discouraged and start to walk home but i think to myself that i can sneak through and get the porn and be on my way. so i turn around and when i'm inside, i don't want to risk being caught so i just wake her up and let her know i'm in there.

she's scared upon waking up but she looked drunk and shit so i doubt she cared really. she offered me a beer and went and sat on the couch and started to complain about the DVD player she had not working and i went over and tried to fuck with it. after drinking beer and fumbling around with that piece of shit for about an hour it started working and i had a pretty good buzz so i just chilled with her. she called me "her hero" and things like that that any drunk bitch and before i know it she's on top of me. i don't want it to happen, because she's 34 or so, and she looks dirtier and drunker than shit.

but then i consider that i'd rather lose my virginity to some cunt than to embarass myself in front of some girl that i'm really into so i let her fuck around with me. things are progressing well and then i run into my friend's room, and all of his belongings are still there including his condoms. i get excited and shit and run back out with my dick ready and she's propped on the couch all fucking stupid-like, so i fix her position to better suit me and go to town on her. then she starts screaming and shit, and then she tells me that she's got a headache and not to hit it so hard. so i've got to do something that'll turn me on to compensate for my slowing down so i take her shirt off and grope and lick her tits.. she appeared to be nasty but she was very clean much to my surprise so i decide to take off the condom. after about 5 minutes or so(who knows.. it could've been 2.. i'm sure that time slows down when you're fucking for the first time) i'm ready to blow so i take it out and put the condom back on so i can shoot inside of her because goddamn pussy feels good.

i blow and then go outside and smoke a cigarette with her and i'm ready to do it again. but i give her Aspirin beforehand. i go fucking nuts on her for twenty minutes without the condom and she heaves and lets out a groan as she cums. it was a little weird but i keep going andget ready to blow on her belly, and then she starts gyrating her hips up and down my dick and i just explode, man. cum was all over this girl. so i help her clean up in the shower and take off.

i've had chances to have sex before, but i didn't take them because i was either too elitist to fuck just anyone or just because i read these stories and subconsciously made the decision that i'd get laid first chance i got. either way, i've got a theory that stileproject got me laid. thanks for the stories, man, and may you be blessed with 72 virgins in the afterlife so you'll get laid at least 72 in your existence. good luck.

• From: Drew
• Subject: First time sex story

Everyone knows that everyone embelishes a little, so I'll try not to. My first time wasn't anything crazy, but it was with a chick that I was in love with, all good shit. The thing was we were fucking on her couch, and from where I was, if I looked up, there was her mom's door.

So we're getting into it, and we're both about to blow, and she screams. I freak out because I hear a thud ((her mom jumping out of bed)), and the door opens. I get scared and pull out, just as I'm about to cum. So my dick flings up, and shoots my load up in the air and it lands on her cat ((her animal cat, not her pussy)).

I'm so freaked I run outside trying to put my boxers on, and it had just snowed. So I'm stuck outside, locked outside, in only my boxers. Now I was spending the weekend with this chick, she lives in Jersey, I live in NY.

So her and her mom are yelling, cleaning off the cat when all of a sudden, someone comes out of the aparentment upstairs...apparently they were having a party. All drunk, 3 people come outside, and stare at my mostly naked, cold, shrivvled body. Finally, here mom opened up the door and let me in. I had to sleep in the bathroom with the door locked from the outside.

• From: Bianca
• Subject: First time sex story

my mom left when i was fourteen and my father hasn't stopped taking it out on me. i'm 19 now. ever since she left, he treats me like a slave, doing hte house work, repeatedly raping me, and beatingme. he shares me with his friends from work, sometimes 8 or 9 a day. he allows me to go out with him sometimes, but i am not allowed to talk to anyone, unless he gives permission. he allows me to use the computer for two hours a day while he is at work. if my chores are done.

the first time he raped me, i was 14. he came home drunk while i was sleeping and got into my bed. he raped me in the pussy, then my butt. the more i cried and begged him to stop the harder he would fuck me and tell me to "shut up bitch." when i couldn't stop crying after he finished, he beat me for the first time. that weekend he taught me my "proper place" by bringing over several of his friends and making me suck their dicks one after the other.

• From: Baurjan
• Subject: From Kyrgyzstan

Hey Stile!!!

Love your site. Keep up the good work!

After reading some of the "First time sex" stories I decided to write you about my case. Which is totally different from most of american stories. I live in a country called Kyrgyzstan. Shithole in the middle of Central Asia and a former USSR member. Now just picture a country with totally wrecked economy, where 10 year old kid can buy 1 litre of vodka for precisely 1.5$ and no one would give a fuck about it. I have to wait 10 minutes before your site downloads. Excuseme for any mistakes I make, cause english is not my native language.

Anyways this happened to me last year. I was a Junior in an American University in Kyrgyzstan studying at a Sociology faculty. And as any Kyrgyz male between 17 - 25 I used to smoke weed, get drunk and visit Discos and Night Clubs every saturday and sunday. So one day we go to this night club called Red-Fox. Nice place with good music and hot hot chicks. So as me and my gang always does we get drunk and hook up with couple of girls. I dont remember how we got to my place with this girl and how many times we had sex, but in the morning I had to clean up the house from condoms and empty whiskey bottles. So Im guessing that we had a crazy nigt and feel bummed that I dont remember a thing of what happened last night. The girl leaves in a hurry, only telling me her name. Bermet.

OK. The same day, Im walking to the University building, feeling good about my self and anctious to tell my friends that Ive fucked this pretty chick. I dont make it to University cause I get arrested on the way by National Security Board (Former KGB agency transformed in to this board ). They took me to their main headquarters and beat the shit out of me. They keep me there for 2 fucking days. Can you believe it. Now, I have no idea why Im getting my ass kicked so bad, and it all looks pretty serious. Turns out that the girl I've picked up at Disco is our presidents daughter and her real name is actually Bermet Akayeva. UnFuckingBelievable. These idiots at NSB made it clear for me that if I go around telling everyone that Ive had sex with presidents daughter I would get hurt, or "Accidentally fall on knife, seven times" end of quote. So now I have a great story, that I can not share with anyone in this country. So now, before I take out girl for a date I make sure that her parents are some peasants from saburb. It doesnt hurt though cause girls in Kyrgyzstan are very pretty (due to mixture of all 16 state nationalities that were communistic countries and members of USSR before) if to compare with other countries.

• From: Celestia
• Subject: anal sex

I haven't read all of the stories of "first timers" so I don't know how many girls have written in. A lot of the guys here seem to be obsessed with anal sex, and the main complaint is trying to convince their girlfriends. The first time I had anal sex, my boyfriend and I were videotaping ourselves having sex. We were fucking pretty hard, and then he asked about anal sex. I actually had tried anal sex before, but I never went through with it because it hurt so damn much.

I hesitated, but decided to go through with it. I smoked a lot of pot so that it wouldn't hurt as much. He whipped out the lube and the vibrator and started fucking me with the vibrator. I got used to the vibrator, and wanted it out of me, I didn't like its coldness in my ass. He put so much lube on his penis and on my ass it was incredible. Then he hegan inching his way inside me. The first 10 minutes were filled with excruciating pain. His penis is the biggest of anyone I had ever dated, it was about 8 inches long, and pretty wide. Just to get the damn head in took a lot of effort. I yelled and screamed because it hurt so much, and he would lean over and look concerned, but he never even slowed down.

Finally, he got it all the way in, then he started to pound me. It started feeling good, and I got into it. After he came and pulled out, my ass didn't even hurt. I asked him what he thought and he said thta it was so tight it almost hurt him. He decided that he prefered my pussy.